I am trying something different. I am trying to achieve a new look by combining painted, drawn, and collages elements in a composition. I am also trying to use the natural grain of the panel as part of the piece.
Only a couple of weeks before the day. We are moving into the time where the baby can come any week or any day. Time is going fast and so I know he will be here in the blink of an eye.
I am so excited at this point to hold him, nurse him, rock him, and love him. However, I am not without total concern. I am worried that Tristan may be jealous of his baby brother. I really want him to have a positive relationship/ experience with his baby brother and also with being a big brother. I have no doubt that he will be an amazing big brother because he is a kind and affectionate kid. I just want him to be happy, after all he is my heart.
It also seems so strange to me that I am going to have another baby who I will love just as much. It doesn’t even seem possible to fit that much love into one place, but I trust that it is possible and that it will happen.
Having another baby!
Filled with both excitement and worry.
More responsibility, more love, more vulnerability!